In my new years post, I wrote about last year being my best year yet. It's true. It was. Until this one. I know this one hasn't happened yet and a million things can happen in the span of a year, a month, and even in one single day. But this life, it's evolving.... and so am I. Well, we all are. And that's pretty cool, isn't it? I think so. More than organizing or purging or cleansing or doing anything that I feel I need to do to move forward, I've realized, I just need to be open, happy, and inspired to make things happen. And I am. What I give, I get. I've got the itch and I'm ready to take more risks and bigger steps. It's like year after year went by, and some years were hard as hell and some were decent enough, and some were downright crazy, but now here I am, in this place of total and complete ease. Almost.... without needing a second thought.
I could coast and float if I wanted too... securely. But with this anxious feeling of uneasiness finally lifted off my shoulders, and thoughts of what if's looming... I'm ready. Does this make enough sense? You know when you get in these moods and moments and you can spit out all these emotions to someone near by, but unless they're thinking or have experienced what you're thinking or might have experienced or feeling excitement like you are, then they're probably lost. It almost feels like that now. I have an incredibly simple (just how I want it) life, with big plans. I'm a (tired) burst of READY... and I'm really hoping everyone is inspired and open too... and I'm not alone in spewing out emotions of flight.
I've got some of the craziest ideas floating through my head... but ideas that are not completely intangible or out of my reach. (More) goals I'd like to achieve... and there's nothing stopping me from reaching them. Fear is no longer a crutch--- anxiety a reason, uncertainty a reluctance, failing an excuse. I'm not standing in my own way anymore.
We woke up before sunrise the other morning. We had a picnic packed and an (easy) adventure in mind. We watched the sunrise and minutes later, fell asleep on the beach for two hours, skipping the picnic. Because, why not?
My thirty day cleanse &guide will be out soon. I'll have more information in the next week or so, for those who are interested. I'm excited and I hope you guys are wanting to take part :) Other than that, I plan to save more money, de-clutter more, create more memories, and make awesome things happen.
I know it's only three days into february and last month zoomed by without warning, but how is everyone's year going? Are you dreaming and doing? Are you moving forward or standing still? Floating or flying? How is your year or your day going to be? I hope, better than every other one you've ever had before.